and it was all I'd hoped...

holy shiat. There are really no words for how amazing the last few days have been for me. For us:)

this weekend was our Wedding Shower. And you know above, how I said there were really now words...um, yeah. There's about a million. I lied. Here are words/phrases/descriptions of this experience for me.

amazing.

tiring.

stressssssssful.

AMAZINGGGGGGGG.

blessed.

happy. oh, so happy:)

there was crying. about a sink. A PIECE OF SHIT SINKKKKKKK!!!

pretty.

fun.

laughter.

my best Friends.

my best family:)

my best family to-be:)

did I mention there was crying...happy and pissed off crying.

me not saying fuck(ing) lasted until the first person walked in with a gift;) (and isn't it ok that that happened if I followed that with 'awesome';)

LUCKY.

in love.

i could go on....but I'll save that for another post. This is only the beginning. I'm happy. Happy. It was THE best shower and it was THE best way to begin this incredible, happy, amazing experience with my family and friends and of course, the boy that makes me want all this...Jacob.

the morning of the shower, I texted this to Jacob and it about sums it up:)

"Hey Love! Remind me NEVER to have a wedding shower without you againnnnn! Thank you for all your hard work and still wanting to marry me (a little;) after how I've been acting. I love you more than anything."

"oh, and can you drop off some pickles and ice?! xoxo"

it was perfect and I'm so sad it's over but on we go.

4 months bitchessssssssssss!!!!!!

Holy crap.